Feeling lost

2010-03-20T16:43:00.005+08:00

its has been ten million years since i last posted.
ITS20march2010.
the weather today was just awesome, so cold and lazy.
There seems to be rising problems that i'm facing with some people.
they aren't so innocent as in Sec 1/2 . Weather changes, so as the people.
Common test 1 is over and the results will be out next week
i have been cherishing any free time i have by NOT studying unlike some people[shan't say who]
this is really going to be a tough year and i need some sort if motivation..

shall post some songs

2010-02-11T22:19:00.002+08:00

i seriously need to prioritise my time.Is slep more important than studies.i have been like sleeping at 1030 these few days BUT im lacking the time to freaking study.i seriously cannot resist the temptation to sleep.ARGGHH.i must really find a way to solve this dilemma
i have like got a humongous pile of books to digest into my brain before week 10.i feel so dead as usual.

THURSDAY GOING FRIDAY.
another week just passes bye so quicky.almost two months over.

SWL

2010-01-27T22:01:00.002+08:00

finally back to posting.dam busy with work and stufffsssss
I just got back the motivation to study already after the much stressful pass week
i seriously feel like strangling those who love to isolate themselves.
Friends starting to ignore each other = Friends who don't care about each other
everybody's at their lowest point now.
listening to Brick By Boring Brick just now suddenly my mood changed
somehow i do regret all those foolish stuff i did before .maybe i just can't interact well with some people.anyways...having to much friends makes life more difficult.

When you fall down.get back up again and continue.

SWL

2010-01-09T17:18:00.002+08:00

YAY!.i have finally time to update it. School is just stupid weird, brainless.Though the long timetable, we still dont have sufficient time and now worst, less time.Just die already, so stress.Mock Exams. YOU KNOW WHAT I HATE IT CUZ PEOPLE WHO JUST DONT WANT TO STUDY SHOUDNT BE GIVEN A SECOND OR THIRD CHANCE!
BOOOO!
The school seems to be facing a shortage of teachers i realize.
How?
i dont want to fail physics... i cannot...
Ohya! next week is the start of the ending late thing and everybody's goonnnaa die. plus O level results are coming out!
i think this a crapppy post to start the new year.LOL

2009-12-30T21:53:00.001+08:00

YAY, its the second last day of the year
CHanged my blogskin finally with the songs.
BRICK BY BORING BRICK!

2009-12-28T21:50:00.002+08:00

i reallly feel like killing myself at times.
im in malaysia till thursday so don't try to call if you don't want your bills to explode.
came back last week from hongkong and taipei.kinda cold in taiwan.
spent christmas eve there and it was like so many people can. the streets were filled like with so many many people.
pollution sucks there.i had enough of people blowing the smoke when smoking INTO my FACE.
so tired these few days.i guess insufficient sleep.i found a new person.YAY but its kinda inapporpriate luh.really missing _____.but still can't find _______ on facebook.ARGHH
so pisssedddddddddddd.
HOW LA?
i got no time to study i think i goona faill that stupid mock exam.what's with the school.KIASU KAISI.isit?
i kinda miss going to school.NOT the studies but the life.im seem school sick.
i just wanna go back to singapore now cuz i really dont want to be here.so bored,i think im currently addicted yo facebook.
2010 is coming .so yay and boo....like i want a new computer.......
everybody's studying,HOW?DIE LA?
i think this is like the longest post i ever written.LOL
bye peepssss (:

it could be the last post of 2009
really wish to find____

2009-12-19T16:23:00.001+08:00

oops.
JingHui:oops haha.no time.very busy

anyways.this week has been a mad mad one.like everything have to rush .studies are Killing me
lols.like only 2 weeks left.help.i need to freakin type the things out
my birthday is comingYAY!
wont be in singapore from 20-25 dec.MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE(:
im so hungry.XD

2009-12-12T19:43:00.002+08:00

THI SHALL BE A _____post
i shall type everything in RAD.on second thought just this line.
ITs like week2 of december.noithing much happening but seriously rushing to finish up some stuff.I thought i was going school tommorrow but Becuase of Jiezhi the dates got mixed up.
im not sure what i'm thinking or that person is thinking cuz the whole situation is like so awkward now
Today went YFC to collect the shirt and its like finally.
flew a few rounds with the help of Mr.Chap(Covent) but crashed ARGH!!but luckily nothing broke EXECEPT the NEW fuel Tank
Todays was like so unlucky cuz everything is like not going my way with al the materials not there .
I wanna take PPL after much consideration flying with the Birds.haha.
next week shall be a burn week.

2009-12-06T18:13:00.001+08:00

DECEMBER POST!
well,just came back from langkawi.sunburn!HAHA
actually kinda slackish the place.the computer broke down and im like stuck typing with a super laggish computer
i think after this trip, i have straightened up some of my thoughts and doubts about myself.
it's a good learning experience.photos to be updated soon.
SUNNY DAY> I FEEL SO HAPPY

2009-11-28T12:40:00.001+08:00

seriously! im so bored, i got nothing to do.im so blur about the course dates and like dunno wad todo la.the weather is like crazy. one moment it was all sunshine and the next rain. i wanna go back to school but i dun wanna go back.confusing much. so muchhh things to pack.
bye. random post muahahah

2009-11-24T12:17:00.002+08:00

ok today is like tuesday and Next week is like December already,I got a shock as there are like so many things to do, plus studying so ass. I dont wish to take the Mock Exam. Argh!
Yesterday went to school for Ne thingyy and the school is like so messy. the tiles are like extracted from the toilet luh/.they practically repainted everything
i wish i could just fly away and not take Os how i wish everything was done and i could just chiilax.
November is coming to an end.

2009-11-11T13:52:00.001+08:00

UPDATED MY SONGS TOO

2009-11-11T13:15:00.004+08:00

I think i shall be back to blogging.MUHAHAHA.
i feel so happy now cuz those despicable people got what they had deserved .
Hmm. let me say something. Turn Your back against someone and a future you won't expect.
i feellike just sleeping hte whole day. don't wish to study.its just so dam tiring , a deserved rest is needed, went back to school for the extra lessons. Gonna posts some pictures.YAY!

2009-10-28T20:01:00.002+08:00

things just took a drastic change. the friendly person i saw before was gone. now someone renewed who i cant seem to understand. Sec4s taking their Os and it will be our turn soon.it seems it has just begun the fun times are dying.
School is back to normal, i wanna just get over evrything. i aint a doll for you to pick up and play with i want to be a proper friend. those negative and weird thoughts are just overwhelming me. i must get rid of them as it would stir up trouble.
Tomorrow is THURSDAY.
Just thinking about some times

2009-10-14T11:44:00.001+08:00

I BACK! Exams are finally over for now.im just feeling bad about this time. i dont really have the confidence i used to have any more.its really driving me nuts.Yesterday was the last day but had to atttend the sec4/5 farewell thingy.i do agree that the sec4s will deserve this but i find it a total waste of my time there.its like we are forced to go and that we look awkward when we are not included

i hope that ours next year would be a better oonee

2009-09-12T15:01:00.001+08:00

i think this blog is going to be dead. im currently addicted to facebook.i shall update my song.LOOK OUT ON YOUR LEFT(:

2009-09-05T15:01:00.000+08:00

LOOP

2009-08-30T13:19:00.002+08:00

HEY.its Sunday again. and its freaking raining,it sucks! i want go out. hmm lets see what happened
actually nothing lor..just a week of school. Yfc was fun cuz i was tutoring people..! i think the class is like in study mode cuz everything is nearing.
gots so many things to do.
next week is the last week le! terrm 4 coming soon and next year coming soon, which means stress
ohya! i got dam frustrated with some stupid bus uncles! asses.. stop thinking that ALL students dont tap their cards when the get up the bus.i want stomp!
bye!

IM TERIOUS!

2009-08-24T20:09:00.001+08:00

just feel like posting something.! YAY! changed seats. nothing much(:

2009-08-22T21:31:00.002+08:00

OKAY.70th post
Yesterday was kinda weird for me.School is just School.i had my first teaching lesson for flying with hanxuan.i think it was kinda of a failure..LOL the plane just kept crashing. i think my flying sucks now! we cleared the rifle range and there were many memories.im like typing this post listening to lemuels blog song..so cool.anyways.. the rifle range is so cool.i miss all the times NOT.( only the good ones )
had campfire at night .invited by guides .performed collide.many practice but many comments by some too not so pleasing to hear.
everyone was happy but i was just the total opposite.i dont know why all the emotions came to me.is it because of ______?

2009-08-16T14:55:00.001+08:00

okok.I FEEL like changing blogskin but no time! argh..that stupid AM mountain is taking me a while to climb..whatever it is i must conquer it and not fall back to the ground.
Circles are done Trigo is left..im fuming.i must continue ...
i want my time to do things.
i guess im not gonna update this blog till something happens (:

2009-08-10T19:49:00.001+08:00

NATIONAL DAY yesterday.
went out with agnes,jafred,twins and jinghui.
Hmmkinda fun..i made an accomplishment!we walked from the barrage to the MRT station
i think it is so long.
we laid down together..haha.i guess all the pictures on Facebook.
today was a mad rush to complete everything.i think i understood physics a little bit! Finally but still a long way to gooo....(:

2009-08-04T14:56:00.002+08:00

ok..stayed at home since yesterday..actually wen to school today but got sent home..Hmm nothing much to post,i just go out argh!
school is just.. .. in me. there are just too much problems for me to see to.
i finally felt transparent again. i have never felt this way since last year.the cycle continues.
how i wish some people would stop their childish acts.ii know roughly know who are you.Your "CHIM" words gave you away.Not happy with me than to come near me.Go complain to everyone la! faker!.
anyways..w back to topic..those times we had we the vietnamese were the best. Life is back to normal. just feeling weird.

i see through you but do you notice it?

2009-08-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

I have gotten the fever.im so illed..
hate much?

2009-07-28T20:09:00.002+08:00

So much have happened.everything flew by..
i wish everything would happen again.
i missed every moment

MORE on FACEBOOK

okay.it seems life back to normal.so many tests and stuff!

2009-07-23T19:24:00.002+08:00

Its just to thrilling.
everyone is so fuN!
went marina barrage and flyer with the group.
marina barrrage was so cool.took many jump shots.
haha.
i shall post the pics in facebooK!

2009-07-16T19:42:00.001+08:00

IT set me thinking.about what had happened those few years.

2009-07-13T20:01:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU!random LA!So Freaking bored!

2009-07-11T17:46:00.002+08:00

FRASIA!

60TH post
LOL
Yesterday had alot of fun.
Kelyn,Joyce,Syimir,Nat,Dekai and me went for appreciation concert
went there to early.sat there like 1hr like that playing with the lion.LOL
before that.i was INVISIBLE!
ok nothing much to say.Joyce just kept me laughing .everytime people clap. she shout "Shuai ge/Mei Nu" LOL
then the surprise was the stefanie sun came out for a concert.I screamed like nobody's business though not her fan
Just screaming.People left and i felt that i was kinda rude.her stage was awesome.left about 10 45 plus and walked to mrt.INVISIBLE!
came back 12 plus LOL
so tired! had a bloody long day
PICTURES!
TODAY
everything went haywired.was sneezing like crazy during maths tution.TOOK the bloody wrong bus to chinese tuition.luckily i know where to walk.so ARGH.stepped on some bubble/chewing gum.dam it >
shall change blog songs soon!

2009-07-06T11:47:00.002+08:00

I just miss those times..
Anyways i shall post something about particularly how most singaporeans walk!
I was at this particular mall yesterday.i was rushing to get some stuff the there were just people walking at different paces,i don't blame them for that but one person caught my eye. he shoved through me and kept smiling and lloking back.it set me thinking was he happy cuz he had that "WINNING" feeling .i can't stand people like that!
I continued to notice the others
Some just like to purposely walk super slowly just to make people behind them "TSKKK" at them. then the will move.
I went to the mall several times and finds that the people there are overly KAISU.Pushing whenever they like.
just to add on..people on the bloody train who act they can't hear, can't see you so that they do not need to move in and can stay at their stationary position.WTH!

OBSERVATIONS LOL! i just felt so pissed with this kind of people!
Overly self- conscious .LOL
i feel so weird typing everything out.

WAKE UP PEOPLE! LOOK AROUND YOU!

2009-07-03T20:34:00.003+08:00

TEAM SINGAPORE

I'm Back!
This few days went to help out for AYG
Okay, I got Team Singapore Table.Tennis
Since its team singapore. Not much work to be done. just went walking around
Well they did quite well.shall talk about today's match
MIXED TEAM
SINGAPORE vs. INDIA (SIN)
SINGAPORE vs. CHINA (CHN)
MIXED DOUBLES
SINGAPORE vs MONGOLIA (SIN)
SINGAPORE vs VIETNAM (VIET)

Quite Interesting Matches, I think we did the best!
The more interesting teams are N.Korea..they are like WOAH

2009-06-28T18:05:00.001+08:00

ITS a new SKIN!

everything i wanted is going the waY i want it

2009-06-27T21:20:00.001+08:00

Time Passes so quickly.
I'm rushing too pack stuff and do other stuff..so many things to do!

2009-06-24T16:02:00.002+08:00

I'm Back!
Didn't do much lately.just relaxing and enjoying while i can.
Schools are starting and how i wish holidays would be longer.
hmm..i really don't know wad to post.
I just hate fakers..they don't know what they are doing and just tries to fit in.Hmm.. some people may have alot of pride for themselves or a certain group however over - prideness is just making alot of trouble.On my side, we did nothing but they are just in a way provoking me.
shall move on to something happier.
I went to Facebook and saw th PUSSY video..it just brings back fond memories.i just wonder if we can meet up again LOL.shalll post some random pictures

2009-06-20T18:27:00.001+08:00

' A new character is revealed '
This Post is for you!
I'm really sorry for what had happen and that your choice is the right one (:
Sorry for doing some stuff and just making you let go..
------------------------------------------------------------
I FEEL over the world!
HAPPY

2009-06-19T17:45:00.001+08:00

ok..i guess i regretted not going to OBS..haha.spunds fun.
quick post!
Chinnook today.overall WASTE time only.argh!
SAW THIS VIDEO DAM FUNNY.its totally opposite of the taylor swift you know!ahaha.

2009-06-12T13:57:00.003+08:00

im just too lazy to post!
dots
MONDAY
sana course, bored and a waste of time.just for a badge.Instructors there were strict.We didnt care much.
some pictures i took during roleplay session.identify those people on stage.
TUESDAY
Went Yfc to complete plane.did nothing much.Dumb
WEDNESDAY
Much needed sleep

I have finally conquered my fear of starting engines! Its just a choice whether you want to do it.
Nothing much. so many people going OBs next week.i shall rest.lazy me
Homework is about half done.
Its just a disgrace going HQ with a bunch of hooligans next week,not to insult them but it just bring's our school reputation to a lower level.Nobody to accompany me next week to chinook..only bryan and i dunno who else ..its bloody stupid.
BORING!
facebooking on restaurant city and Pet society!LOL

2009-06-05T20:14:00.002+08:00

I FEEL SO high!
This Few days is just like normal days.
Yesterday went for the AYG training with nat,syimir,de kai,joyce and kelyn.
It was Fun/Bored/confusing.
I'm So Blur at the venues where the events are gonna take place.Went to Swissotel!.the place is so posh!.LOL
Had dinner with the others and joyce was throwing fries at me!SO LOL.everybody was looking.haha.HAd fun
TODAY.
woke up at 6 am ..Tired!
FOKKER50 flight.
I felt very embarassed when with the frEAKS of NVYFC.freakky!
FLIGHT was so cool! Had a look at the cockpit and was WOW!
I finally got to know more about what to do to become a pilot..
IM SO HIGH.
went back had lunch and went home.Tired.slept.
LETS see.anything interesting?
hmm..i just want to sleep >.<

2009-06-02T18:50:00.007+08:00

it describes me!

NOBODY OWES YOU A LIVING! PS: its for someone else(:
okay, today went nationals to help out kinda fun.!
LOL
shall end this post.

2009-05-31T19:53:00.001+08:00

throat is super pain...aRGH..
dam

2009-05-29T17:55:00.003+08:00

A Day of happiness and Remorse..okay maybe not that deep
It's the Last day of school and i should be happy but i'm not
Firstly.Had the sports carnival.
I so called vented my anger out at you, so please don't take it to heart cuz thats the only thing i can do
The only thing i can say for this ridiculous event ? IS THAT THERE IS NO INTEGRITY
Who ever suggested this and i know who is HE is just ....
In conclusion i felt that it was a failure
KUDDOS TO 3E1 peeps..We did well!!
UNITED WE STAND.IN GLORY WE LOST!

Okay the not so happy part of the day, results..kinda disappointed with my class position..okay VERY DISAPPOINTED. had high expectations. i'm seriously moody and tired now... but the acting for the skit just brightened my day abit...with danny just becoming some ganster guy made me laugh like hell but after that emotions just went back to being moody.im just LOST..tired mentally and physically

How i wish i was back as a child..No worries..

2009-05-22T21:12:00.002+08:00

ITS WEEK 9
ALREADY..
I have finally struggled through 9 weeks of madness,
TODAY's Friday.
Lesson were so Bored..had mostly free periods BUT the madness is going to start again next week
many many class things to settle..but had fun in the process.. ahaha
AFTER SCHOOL had YfC
this was the first week without seniors...it just seems weird when nobody is helping you clean up the place the supervise you.ITs all up to you..No one to talk to, No one for you to hate..just your friends..
HAD fun though, we had successfully fly like consecutively with many others flying,electric+Gas
.Many setbacks but flew like siao dam contented.Its just us and the rifle range.i still remember the fond memories of us being 'tortured'. just cockroaches there

Came back and was so tired..WARM WEATHER ..ahaha

2009-05-20T18:53:00.001+08:00

PUSSY REUNION?

Missing the times we had together

2009-05-19T17:48:00.002+08:00

This post shall me negative

OKAY. i finally changed my blogskin yesterday and added songs..LOL
It was the last day to enjoy yesterday..

TODAY:

Started with E.Maths and A.Maths..Kinda neutral to my results ..did'nt do badly or very well..JUST neutral HOWEVER kinda disappointed with Amaths..thought i would get higher

Next was Mother Tongue...she was like struggling to give the paper because xxx was talking non-stop.anyways it i was kinda irritated with her though i mean..LIKE...just give the freakin" paper...why care so much?
Chinese improved! ahaha

NExt was Physics...Neutral towards Physics too...didnt really care luh
Next CH-- was kinda worried because i was just clueless. Well.did pretty well and all those sleepless nights paid off..YES!!

After school went to hunt Ms low down..i was kinda of confident for Bio BUT the results took a tragic turn C5
i really didnt understand the paper esp. the milk question...SO furious.
Went to meet Mr bala for NE ambassador..looks like we got loads of things to do and plane, well after all its kinda fun doing it
The end of me day~

ENGLISH AND CHEMISTRY Tmr...HELL and Heaven

2009-05-17T19:54:00.002+08:00

NICE SKY

RUI NAH's PLANE 'BOB'

MR WONG AND THE F2B

PEOPLE SETTING UP>

DONT REALLY KNOW WHATS THAT

A DISPLAY OF PLANES

MORE PLANES

ME>JUMPING!

OKAY! REALLY wanted to waste my time today, i woke up thinking why am i in such a misery..?
Went Hwa Chong with jiezhi and nat..well all i can say is that today, i was really relax and having fun..i was walking everywhere with jiezhi LOL.Ruinah and harvin came..smauel was flying F2B..crashed but only the rudder and cockpit part flew out; anyways quite funny cuz while he was flying, both wheels came out. Mr tony asked us to go sit in some tent prevent people on the track BASICALLY relax..Was Being enlighten though.NAT went leaving me and jie zhi there and ruinah..we were just talking crap and noticing how huge a person was...just chatting nonsense and how ruinah would want to shoot down the birds in the sky..wad dam peaceful and serene.
went home about 6 plus and i feel so depressed.just lost my will to do everything..no more smiley me!
A MASK HIDES EVERYTHING, everything is superficial

2009-05-16T18:52:00.002+08:00

ITS A POST DEDICATED TO JAFRED

OKAY. exams are finally away.
when its the exam period, you would be wondering how nice it was just over but once its over i just dont get like what to do?! seriously
next week is lesson back to normal no more fun like last year...everyones going to start teaching and test would start pouring in.i would really wonder when is the only time to relax?AFTER o levels?
woke up this morning with a bad back ache and now my head's spining,OUCH!
MONDAY can sleep in though..i really dont know what to do now..IM LIKE LOST!!
lost my appetite like during the past week..
OKAYS I SHALL END THIS POST!

PS: JAFRED ITS ALL FOR YOU (:

2009-05-14T19:42:00.004+08:00

its thursday! tommorows the last paper..not much happening besides studying

ITS FINALLY GOING TO BE OVER

everythings popping out from my face!!
Must really get to enjoy the holidays(:

Well, for me, i guess im getting use to the fact already.no more sleepless nights,thinking of you
LOVE ME HATE ME___________________

Feelings are mutual,
but is yours neutral?

2009-05-09T14:05:00.000+08:00

LIFE IN TECHNICOLOR II (:

2009-05-01T19:53:00.000+08:00

BORING!
WE AINT SNATCHING..JUST PLAYING
LABOUR DAY

2009-04-26T21:11:00.002+08:00

TOTALLY WASTED TODAY..
MYEs coming and its so nerve wrecking
changed skins..yay!
LOL
bye

2009-04-24T22:01:00.003+08:00

ITS FINALLY FRIDAY
this week is just so rocky...had many tests...people i feel like just get out of my life..
today had physics test..MR CHEW took ten year series questions...gonna fail
Chemistry is just so hard..wadever
okay today was quite fun.basically..no yfc till 5...had barbecue in the school..was kinda fun i guess
anyways the following statement/paragraphs are not against my NCC friends..
actually some of the NCC seniors really ruined the image of their unit today
i was asking for the water container.they told me it was broken and i was ..OKAY.. den another guy came and INTEROGATED me for why am i borrowing the water container.he was like gonna kill me if i lose it AND SOUNDS as though i was gonna bring the big bloody container home and never return.PLEASE LA>HOW BIG IS THE BLODDDY CONTAINER!.actually i dont hate any NCC but the way that guy talked just made my impression of them go down..just because i from YFC..okay wadever..NCC FRIENDS SUCH AS ROSS ANNABELLE ROBIN YIZHONG VINOD and dots are still MY FRIENDS:):)
okay started at about 6 plus, we bought like a lot of food den tried to start the fire and was okayokay
we started to put the chicky wings and the first batch was like UNCOOKED..we continued to make the fire alive by burning paper plates..syimir was the satayman..didnt really eat alot cuz someone was gorging himself.soEWW..nothing was cooked.every thing turned disasterous...people had a mad fight just to get the food and was taking everything left home..we rushed to cook everything and rushed outta school
WELL todays the last day the senoirs are here so its was kinda memorable..
we are the last batch after all
PICTURES to be posted another day:)
too tired
14 days to MYE
feel like vommiting,thinking of you...CH

2009-04-22T20:24:00.003+08:00

okay..this is so frustrating.. i was studying so hard last night and the test was not wad i expected..i mean
100% effort--> nothing in return
i was very angry
people were like infront of her doing something suspicious and all she did was stare at the computer!
she aint serious at all and dont take our work seroiusly
IN HER CLASS- hardworking people lose.slackish people win
forget it
TOday was the day DODO was born ..i bought the kinder joy thing and out came a dinosaur den nishida wanted to name it DODO..lol
not really fun today..day was just ruined with thoughts of me failing badly for amaths
it jus dampens the mood
found this picture in one of the folders..i miss primary school where everyone was so innocent
picture taken i think during 10th anniversary celebration..LOL
i miss primary6..fond memories still fresh in my mind..people hating and writing of lines..maybe i shall post the class photo next time...im in a rush to study.

2009-04-21T20:54:00.002+08:00

okay..BORING

i refuse to acknowledge you outside..I dont like it

today was so booring...bored
i can sense a feeling of hatred between me and some people and it seems to get deeper
KNOW YOUR MISTAKE! DONT BE SO ARROGANT!
you can study in a noisy environment but i can't
went bubble tea before triple S with lava and nat
after triple S Realise DANNY indeed loves _________OMG

i think he stalk her breaking news

THE ANGEL WEARS BATA

Learnt a new word: YAK

2009-04-18T20:51:00.002+08:00

its saturday!
and im at home blogginGLoL
tiday was speechday so went to take prize..BORING!
wasted half my day in school dots
den we went for scrabble competioon
this year was quite interesting
ROUND 1: CHIJ: St nicholas
ROUND 2: Nanyang girls school
ROUND 3: Par sir ris secondary
well i considered my self not very lucky as was like getting the horrible tiles.EWW!
' Love at first sight "
DO YOU BELIEVE THIS QUOTE>
well experienced it today
i saw this girl , she looked exactly like _
LOL
shant elaborate..shall just say she could be it
NEW WORDS:

LOL
scrabble is so ..

2009-04-17T20:58:00.002+08:00

so not happy_
not really sure what really happen but just regretted
made the garlands and it seems disgusting but after seeing the other classes one,i was like quite happy with wad we did cuz other class all string paper
yfc was like so moodless..didnt wanna do anything..
tommorow speech day then after got scrabble
basically not interested with scrabble cuz lik dont give a dam la..only practice one time and the teacher in charge is so hack care dont even bother to explain the rules further
no hope

2009-04-15T19:01:00.002+08:00

not much happening.
just as we are celebrating, more work came pouring in.
this is so crazy.
played scrabble after school but everyone was not really serious..bound to lose
people change and the person i know changed.
all play no work= failure
TODAY
dont reallly understand chemistry..so much formula
how i wish we have lesser things to study
MYE is coming and there is a mountain for me to climb

THE world does not only revolve around you

2009-04-13T19:18:00.003+08:00

TOday was the worst day since the year started..SNEEZE again AND again..had slight fever
PE: dam ANGry..im so called sick but still have to run 2.4?
helped ranjani count BUT when it was the boys turn, the timing went hay wire--THE timekeeper didnt record me running and was so dam fucked up..try running when you are sick!all my hard work wasted..and others were blamed because of the person!DISGUSTING
continue to sneeze trough out the whole day.almost half dead when bio..had fever..
struggled to keep myself awake

Went home and was like >>OMG<>>>im home..
SO SICK TODAY
SUCKS
PE SUCKSincluding the teachers

well the love story continues..i must resist going there or else the heart shall break again
this is so stressful! i hate them( indirectly) LOL JOKING
OH YA...today's jafred birthday/?

2009-04-09T21:01:00.002+08:00

shall post something today
I have (I have) you breathing down my neck (breathing down my neck)
I don't (don't know) what you could possibly expect under this condition so
I'll wait (I'll wait) for the ambulance to come (ambulance to come)
Pick us up off the floor
What did you possibly expect under this condition so

Slow down.. this night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning 'til there's nothing but dark blue..
Just dark blue

This flood (this flood) is slowly rising up swallowing the ground
Beneath my feet, Tell me how anybody thinks under this condition so
I'll swim (I'll swim) as the water rises up, the sun is sinking down
And now all I can see are the planets in a row
Suggesting it's best that I slow down

This night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning dark blue

We were boxing
We were boxing the stars
We were boxing (we were boxing)
You were swinging for Mars
And then the water reached the West Coast
And took the power lines (the power lines)
And it was me and you (this could last forever)
And the whole town under water
There was nothing we could do
It was dark blue

Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning now there's nothing but dark blue

If you've ever been alone in the dark blue
If you've ever been alone you'll know (you'll know)
DARK BLUE- Jack's Mannequin

okay nothing happened today.
not happy with everyone today especially the guy who likes to ask question
IRRITATING
LOL
BYE

2009-04-07T20:36:00.003+08:00

RANJANI THE FAIRY~

PLANES

DANNY!!!

BIO EXPERIMENT

SOmething's burning!

BOOM!

picture post!
nothing much to post.off loading all pictures in my phone

2009-04-04T18:24:00.003+08:00

as expected...
Your sexual orientation isn't important
Your attitude matters
People can stand you.
But i can't
They always give in to you,
cos' they scared you cry

OKAY

today~ tution...den went yfc with jiezhi
today was quite fun!!
didnt manage to fly cuz of the weather so competition cancelled
BUT
managed to ask mr wong to help in completing the plane..
ALMOST done..just need to stick everything up! and its ready to fly!
Went simulator and was like fly fly fly
rui nah was building F2C
evergreen people dicussing things
zul was talking about his life
harvin was talking as usual
nothing special
mr wong gave us a lift home
here i am posting and reading blogs

" your attitude kills you, change it and shut your venus fly trap mouth "
dont change people change yourself
its over, you like to bear grudges!

2009-04-03T19:17:00.004+08:00

OOPS!
i havent seem to upadate anything
well..too busy
Oh well shall start talking about today
lessons per normal
YFC was so dramatic
PS: those who have seen it..good for you :)

BLOG POST REMOVED

6.23pm

2009-03-27T20:11:00.004+08:00

this aint' me ..

Love you're all I ever could need only one good thing Worth trying to be and it's Love Love Love Love I do it for love, love, love, love Oh, only gonna get get what you give away, So give love, love Only gonna get get what you give away Love.

Sara Bareilles
Bottle It Up

Chanced upon this song and it just can express me now
nothing much happened lately just more tests and tests..
posts are meant for expression not depression
profound nouns are denounced
here you may see the true side of me
i may be smiley at you but things inside are bottled up
yes.we are friends but lying just isn't right
we changed seats in class and i was banished to the back
today: YFC<>started 2 planes and was dam happy BUT field was used up so can't fly.today was also free and easy cuz no seniors came

Her best days will be some of my worst She finally met a man that's gonna put her first While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

The Script
Breakeven

2009-03-24T20:07:00.003+08:00

ITS MR CHEW!!

XIAO YI>>CANDID SHOT!

MS JYOTHI

okay.nothing much happen basically..Mon had torturous PE and then was like so aching..got back chem paper and wasnt happy with the marks
TODAY~ normal lessons..ms kaur didnt come and mdm ong so funny cuz the wind kept blowing her hair..LOL
Mdm phua changed our seats and me, nat, nishida and xiao yi are like away..i kenna banished to the back then cannot talk to anybody.stayed back till 5 cuz got extra bio lesson.ms low nearly forgot lo.WTH..
shall end my post with
People chirp but what do birds do?

2009-03-19T18:26:00.003+08:00

hmm..an update in my life..

Tues: YFC with syimir and jie zhi, go chinatown buy wood..continued with the plane
Wed: YFC with aloy, nat, syimir and jiezhi....continued with the plane
TODAY: study session( more like play ) with nishida and nat

HAVE TO do maths!!! F__
everything is digusting...liar
Ahahaha

actually not much things happening lately BUT many typhoons brewing around me
they suck!
digusting
yuck
get lost
ahaha
so evil today
just not me
read this post
no one will care
hateR
LOL
no holidays
get a life spammers
leave me alone
YUCK
more yucks
yuckier
EWW>
vomitted
blood
died
Her sucky
ew!
random posts
off i go!

2009-03-16T20:52:00.001+08:00

tried to change skin but there seems to be some problem!

okay...today went to woodlands library for some competition,we didnt have enough time to finish.

NO HOLIDAYS?!

2009-03-14T19:15:00.005+08:00

okay!~ i have let the bag go! wasn't really bothered by anything lately or is there any thing happening..
QUOTE OF THE DAY:

ONLY DISGUSTING PEOPLE DISCUSS!

let it all go..you'll feel much better

2009-03-11T21:00:00.004+08:00

im back!
hhmmm...lets see..mugging for the past few days..So many many tests...i gotta feeling i'm going to fall sick soon.. this is BAD!?! im so restless..more tests coming up in term 2.i dont know what's going to happen
i have no time to post anything now

so sick and tired of work! haiis.
many people are gettting angry with me now..i guess?
the anonymous on the tagboard seems to be venting out his anger on me?!
WTF

if you dont wish to visit my blog den leave!?

shall end this post with this sentence
what goes around comes around
what is done will be done
will you see her?
maybe not?
expressions are mutual
emotions are neutral
=)

2009-03-08T21:37:00.004+08:00

Hmmm.im blogging again?!ahaha
today went hwa chong to see the public display for aeromode;ling!!so cool
several plane crashes..okay..not much of fun but quite interesting to see the planes fly!!
DESTRESS day
picture posts

2009-03-02T20:06:00.002+08:00

no mood today
just moodless, he blamed me, he was angry, and so was i
just feel so lost
try to understand me.not just yourself.your heart's not here, so be it.dont express to me
feel it, breathe it, loose it!

GET OUT LA! I HATE YOU I GUESS?~!

should not be able to post these few days

2009-02-28T19:09:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY.

2009-02-26T19:21:00.003+08:00

Nothings, going right.hope and dreams are diminished
failed a maths.nearly failed physics.this is like a hard blow to me. when you see me i maybe short tempered.
i just hate everything now!
i want back my A1's and not all the E8s .. DAM it la...its so stressful. if only someone could realise how i feel now!
Mourners of the dead,the dead of the mourners. the world will never revolve around you, but it will stand by you.
to someone; a friend; changes in your life are affecting you, why can;t you just realise that and wake up; you had made all the effort to this class, but do you want to give up just yet? try to face the facts, stop pushing the blame!!!my anger for you is building up,may you read this post soon

Im so ?_?_?_?

words of advice, please dont TALK TO me when i seem pissed!

2009-02-24T19:32:00.004+08:00

today was little stress...everythings almost over..lessons was lik tests instead..LOL..physics is done!!
After school went Health promotion board with ross, angelA.Yizhong, harish and reuben..it was so funn..Ms yong was like stoning den we all laugh laugh laugh cuz she did so many things tat were lik so funny! ahaha..went so many places in there and it was like so funny...CANT stop laughing.

2009-02-21T18:44:00.002+08:00

HEyHeyhey.im back! this few days are just not going right for me..shan't talk about the past.
TODAY is flagday..okay...so i had some unpleasant start because people around seem to be Cursing me. okay wadever!..so we went as a PUSSY group with our adoption jerica! only without cherlele. we went to woodlands and i with syimir outside the Station..i really have seen many kind souls out there willing to do their bit. We walked around den we met up and went to the interchange..den 858 was jus about to leave den jinghui so called shouted and the bus stopped!LOL..den after that the pussies split...nat syimir and aloy went to play BBALL..as usual...den left me lem.shem.jinghui,jerica...we went khatib mac eat slowly den chat chat chat den go to the field near my house dere! LOL..robin joined us den we played blind mice at the playground and is lik so funny cuz we keep hitting things den dey go take my shoe LOL ahahaha..den walk all the way back to school and i was lik the last few back..O>Oden went with ketchup and went tuiton.HOTHOT DAY...i wish problems would stop happening..i must control my feelings!!
i will end of with this quote
BEING A BITCH,
WILL MAKE YOU ITCH!

HATE YOU!

2009-02-18T21:06:00.006+08:00

HEYHEYHEY!...just like to start this post by saying this:

Judge others fairly,
and they will be friendly

Search your soul
is it beneath your sole?

today was kaykay..so bored actually lessons like normal..history was kK..i just feel so complicated. things are getting enstrangled in the class with many things starting to happen that i just only know about it today.
there's too much trouble starting but i can't do anything?!.everything is happening behind the scenes and people just keep telling me about it. history is going to repeat itself. it's just to complicated to be explained..everything seems to form a picture.. i can sense somethings gonna happen..i nig one and when that happen..everyone will be involved.
PEOPLE please watch what you say in class as everyword is sensitive.hidden cameras are everywhere.once news leaks,its gonna be a disaster!
--this post is not to pin-point someone--

2009-02-15T19:47:00.003+08:00

V DAY YESTERday
i hate it when im alone..i was so weird yesterday..everywhere couples only i alone then like so odd...mine's gone,taken away and never to be returned..LOL...jokin...
totally wasted my time yesterday by going YFC...waste my time..everything not goin right...den i went to daiso with ketchup@sembawang there...LOL..go there see fence..ahaha.den walked from SSC to sembawang MRT with ketchup cuz he stay around there...so fun!!! LOL...then rushed backed home cuz have to go someone's wedding dinner...so tiring at the end of the day
TOday woke up 11plusplus...den go paint something den after that go swimming...so long never touch the pool le but luckily still remember how to swim!! YAYAY!...THATS ALL
IM prepared to face another week of NONSENSE with people..MUST PERSEVERE!!!
BE my valentine...
song of the day.Kelly clarkson: life would suck without you

FRALlala my way to week 7!

2009-02-13T20:17:00.002+08:00

frallalalalala

TOday was horrible!
i broke down cuz i was so freakin mad and stressed! partly because i have been studying for so long and trouble arises when im at my weakest point!
Dont wanna say anymore!..so stress.. I can't handle it anymore! luckily still got lavainya help me
YAY..yfc go park to seesee for X country... sooo deserted the place>>>>LOL

2009-02-09T18:31:00.004+08:00

stupiD day!
round 10 rounds for PE..almost died ..WTF..den lessons per normals...
its so dam difficult to be chairperson..When everything went right somebody in the class would backstab and something happen...Lavaniya really would have to work with me to solve this problem. ...I mmust find out soon if not i can't support the class anymore if this person keeps doing things..i dont really know whether im overly suspicious..
ANYWAY!! we completed the back noticeboard at last!...with help of xuan ying,xiaoyi.nishida,ross....they rest GO STUDY LIAO or don't bother...WE really need more people..working with 4 sucks!

I really am so busy with tests and others...IM so furious with the person causing trouble internally..
dunno wad happen and NO PEACE between classes today so lava have to go solve it..
painting was so fun though!!!OMG the class so nice!!!

2009-02-08T17:53:00.006+08:00

TRUTH REVEALED LE :D

this post shall speak the truth!
this post shall speak the truth!
nothing else to say..CHERISH her! LOL shemuel likes someone!

2009-02-07T17:08:00.011+08:00

yesterday was okayokay bah..well i have too high expectations of yfc sometimes..school was normal...den stay back with some others to do class deco,paint the paper too make things nicer but made the whole class a big mess.then ranjani go get mop and we mopped!! LOL..i shan't say anymore cuz someone did something bad..den actually don't need go yfc one but i go for fun thinkin i can do something fun.AND IT WAS NO. they do footdrills..i was lik Heck care and so pissed at the seniors so i just left.I HATE that HZ who always pick on me@!

I M NOT A TOY FOR GOD SAKE! I HAVE FEELINGS!! DAM.

Den went up find nat they all and come extra for the debate..walk around abit den listened to them practice.
I went to see them debate but unfortunately.. they lost.orchird park actually very good but i think WE did good too
Den had dinner with shobanu. zhao rui. annabelle. syimir. nat. robin and nishida @ long john..so funny LOL
then come back about 9 plus..so tired
then today wake up for tuition..so reluctant.cuz too tired` i dont really like my class cuz i feel so inferior as alkl of them all come from goos good schooll,then got one arrogant guy! YUCK! so tired!..have to study lik siao tmr and complete loads of HW,BYE!!!!!!!

OH Ya!! mountains are fun!!

..

2009-02-05T19:45:00.004+08:00

so stress..this is mad life
i dunno wad to post,im just happy. maybe not, more tests coming and more big projects coming.i must try to do something, to make my self happier.
normal lessons...
ya thats about it.. alot things to do
3E1 has no initiative at all! .. everything mus do only when people ask them.class deco not even done.. its driving me mad!. i just dont get why can't they jus help man! feel so>>>!!! i guess i have to change my mindset

MUST CHANGE MY ATTITUDEE!

me

2009-02-03T20:18:00.002+08:00

hahaha..started my day so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg
not normal in the morning but as they day moved on..went back to normal..
I DONT UNDERSTAND physics! so hard...i must persevere!!!!
den got SSS.some people say super stupid science.LOL
den laugh laugh laugh..
the induction is so dam funny..lava play with her hair swing swing swing den shout loud loud ahaha
i cannot stop laughing lo..MY picture is so UGLY>..
den do deco for class..i feel so proud of the class..we had to change the design
so suddenly CUZ D____ made the apple tree idea for his class...nevermind lo...We make better!
ended ,my day so tired!
YAY!!
its over, yes it is ! truth revealed , no more magic tricks!

2009-02-02T20:37:00.003+08:00

i miss Pussies..where are you:]

weekend went mad a little...dont feel like doing anything or do wrong.

OMG..so stress and tired....3 periods of maths can drive people crazy!..den PE..practically drained all my energy and i didn't pass the 15min target thing..when ended my 5th round it was just 15mins.LOL...practically died..so dam tired man..lessons per usual ..eng lesson very funny!!!!oMG....ahaha..den got bio practical but never finish cuz have to leave for the induction thing..Waste my time...den stay back do thingy den went back with nat..Just feel weird cuz there isn't anymore feeling.

ar!!

You are there but i don't feel you.you also don't feel me.No more feelings.its totally over.

Ps:shemuel, dont thing anything else

2009-01-31T16:28:00.002+08:00

yAY...found a skin tat suits me LOL..
Yesterday was the best day cuz me flew and in front of out 'so called enemies' LOL.
we flew.we crashed.and we left happily
school was normal with Normal lesson but have to do dam alot of things...decoration..tests and blablabla...feeling very tired now..
during yfc, we felt like walls being shouted at and treated as dirt,HIM finding every possible reason the let of his steam..
nothing else to say..just feel so _ _ _

2009-01-28T19:47:00.002+08:00

came back to school aft the hOLS...hist got relief teacher so talk and talk so bored...rest of the periods are so tiring except eng where i kept laughing lik siao oso dunnoe I SIAO LIAO!!!...den chem den amaths den END of day went to bubbletea......stayed back to make script den went home abt 5PLUS .. SIAN LO..wad nonsense is tis..everywhere all the shops oso havent open yet..oh ya!, jus hate hER!LOL

see me through the dark, where ever you might be:]

orange me!

2009-01-27T20:03:00.007+08:00

ORANGES!!!!!!

tommorow have to go school.... so stupid..

chinese new year this year seem iindifferent. not many people came to visit and there seem to be no "MOOD" this year..

Cousins came over but we cant seem to communicate. Some people who i dont even know came and i was like..HUH?!!.. i went to my sis's godparents house and there was this "B____" who slammed the red packet thing on the table...i'm like so F'ed up. spoiled my mood..anyways i also dont lik her everytime give my family attitude.. dont wan giv den dont giv LA...

TOday woke up jus in time before my other cousin come.They came, they ate, they gave out red packets and left...

THe most WEIRD thing is that all my relatives and people said i grown alot..

dunnoe whether its a compliment anot...they say till like very extreme lik that.. I Grow alot meh? sian...peanut shell everywhere

almost DOne...

2009-01-25T16:06:00.004+08:00

Took it last december

Hey hey hey ..its chinese new year eve!!!... nat has help to transform me blog...LOL..thanks anyway...trying to link others to me.ahaha...so bored..i like facing the ceiling everyday.. what to do? dont feel lik going out. feel lik putting this picture cuz it seems so weird..took it somewhere..can't remember..LOL..MMMOOOOOOOO!!!!!..... SO BORED...i wanna goYFC fly simulator....ahahaha :)

HeY people..its my first post

2009-01-24T22:03:00.000+08:00

HIEE!!
Feeling bored these few days..so..why not start a blog..
let's see... . everyone has a blog so i must not feel left out too!LOL
See me through this world, its my friends that are with me..ahaha